Jesus said to him in reply, “What do you want me to do for you?” The blind man replied to him, “Master, I want to see” (Mark 10:51).
Bartimaeus offers his answer for all of us. “Master, I want see.” We may have physical sight, but we may suffer from spiritual blindness. We may see that the finite, the material, wealth, power, and fame, are promises or the answer to our security and happiness, but ultimately they do not. Pleasurable pursuits, even when good, offer happiness for a time but will in the end leave us wanting for more. Health and a lack of suffering are even more inviting. Although, we live in a finite and fallen world. Our health will be challenged at times and we will suffer.
Instead of looking without for our hope, help, and satisfaction, let us look within. Let us ask Jesus to reveal to us the false attachments and allure of the flash that has blinded us. If we ask Jesus to help us to see, he will heal our sight so that we are willing and able to see the source of our suffering and pain, where we are in need of healing, what finite things and who we may be allowing to lead us astray.
With new clarity, we will see and identify the dysfunctions we have grown accustomed to and the comfort zones we have surrounded ourselves with. Although comfortable because what we know, our growth is being stifled and our hearts constricted. Jesus will lead us to freedom. He has come close and reaches out and offers a hand with an invitation to lead us out of the chaos of our lives that we may not even be able to see.
Much like when I was 30 and first found out that I had need glasses all of my life because I have astigmatism. When I put on my new glasses, I was amazed at how clear things were, not knowing I had been compensating so much all my life. Living with spiritual blinders on is very similar. Jesus has come to lead us to experience healing and transformation. Each step will be a challenge, but the strength of Jesus’ hand will keep us steady and his light will guide us on the way to wholeness and freedom.
Photo: Blessed to return to SVDP Regional Seminary where Jesus brought wonderful people into my life to help me to begin to heal and see more clearly.
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